For those who haven't heard yet, the test was negative.  We don't have a plan for what is next like we have in the past but that's ok.  We have one more chance with the embryos, but need the money, or we can finish getting certified through the state so that we can foster to adopt.  Maybe we are meant to help a precious child that might otherwise get caught up in the system.  Only prayer and time will tell.  I am doing fine with the news.  I have my 3 precious babies who love their mama and a wonderful husband.  I have two choices for living my life, which are being upset and angry or happy.  I choose happy!  I'm not going to poor me because that will get me nowhere.  At times I feel like people walk on egg shells around us because of our situation but please don't.  We are both ok with where we have been and where we are headed.  It hurts more when someone hides they are pregnant than telling us and we find out from other sources.  People get pregnant every day.  It's normal life.  This is something I've wanted to get out for a while and I hope and pray that it isn't coming off the wrong way. 

Thanks for all of the prayers!

Tara & Chris